why do i look like all your ex-girlfriends?

if i could make a timeline of the past month of my life with only words this is what it would be:

projection. selection. rejection. disinfection. protection.

i could explain, but i'm not going to. unless you really ask, then i might.

why does doing the wrong things feel so good sometimes?

updates:

I've lost 10lbs. woot!

i recorded a song

things still to do:

finish sewing my quilt

lose 10 more lbs.

make a book

print pictures

write a letter to someone.

i added a new one- convert 1/2 of my shed (old chicken coop) into a pseudo art studio for the summer.

i'm also debating whether i should get rid of AIM because it just gets me in trouble and really isn't a good form of communication for any relationship. i mainly only use it to express feelings over away messages, but since only one person talks to me on AIM i feel as though this is all pointless.

and if that one person wanted to talk to me, i'm sure they could find other means of getting ahold of me. done and done.

I have a new idea for a series of paintings i would like to do :) this is very exciting because it's not everyday when inspiration or cool ideas hit. plus I've only painted once since graduation. this is sad.