Calendar Girl

I'm in a weird place in my life right now. I'm anticipating my end of americorps in less than 2 months, and anxious to start something else. But at the same time I can't really go after jobs because I still have 2 months of americorps so i'm just anxious to figure things out. my plan is to work in a flower shop. I would love to be doing that full time, but who knows what my future holds, I just need to trust God I know he has something planned for me. I haven't really been worrying about not getting a job which is soo good. Because I just have a gut feeling that I will have no problems getting a job which is a relief I just don't know where or how yet! I want to work somewhere that I will actually enjoy being at work. After my experience at the boys and girls club I know that I never want to have a job where i hate going to. It's so depressing and makes life that much more miserable when you're doing something you don't want to do everyday. I would much rather do something i love and get paid what i need than to do something i hated and get paid a lot.

In a week and a half I will have 2 weeks off from work which is a huge blessing!! I need a long break for sure, this summer has been soo busy and stressful and I feel like I haven't had any time to stop and just be free from commitments. I feel like a job ties me down and i don't like that. I don't think I was made to work hahaha. lovely right? I want the independence to do what I want, when I want. Anyways.... on my 2 weeks off I'm taking a road trip by myself which I'm excited about. Just me, my car, a rockin playlist I will make, my camera, and the open road. I'm planning to visit a few friends, my end goal is philadelphia and I'm stopping at other places along the way and back home :) it will be nice to not really have an agenda and just taking care of myself, and probably talking out my life problems to myself in my car. sometimes i just need a little self-psychoanalytical session.

bleh. my brain is fried.